Never Loved So Much

 Never Loved So Much 

 

This is a whole new level of emotions for me, I’ve never loved so much, I’ve never loved someone as much as I love you. 

I’d do just about anything to see you smile, to see that smile reach your eyes, to take your pain away. 

This love continued to grow even after I’d thought I’d lost you, I’ve never loved so much, never loved like this, I think it’s the kind of love that is saved for a lucky few. 

Because the more I tried to stop, the more I tried to let you go; to get over you, the more I loved you, I really hope this time you stay! 

 

I’ve never loved so much, never felt his pull to one person like this, like you’re a piece of me. 

I can’t even explain the feelings I have, or my inability to let you go or to walk away. 

I love you so much, I let you push me away, but I couldn’t go, I waited in the shadows hoping you wouldn’t forget me, with you is the only place I want to be. 

This love is not just physical, it’s not just in my brain, it’s consumed my heart and is soul deep, it’s overtaken me in every way! 

 

I’ve never loved so much; a love this deep, that’s all consuming, has left me reeling, unsure what to do.  

I only know that losing you is something I can’t handle, the past few months showing me the cost, the excruciating pain. 

Pain that wasn’t just emotional but physical as well, sometimes feeling like my soul was being ripped from my body as it tried to reach out to you. 

I’ve never loved so much; that losing you, even briefly, caused so much pain, agony and depression, pour over me like rain! 

 

-Angela Stull

Never Get Tired of Watching You

Never Get Tired of Watching You 

 

I could never get tired of watching you, as you move around the room, every muscle showing. 

I could never get tired of watching you, as you check your reflection in the mirror. 

 I could never get tired of watching you, as you look at me as only you do, you have me glowing. 

I could never get tired of watching you, because I’m yours and you're mine, hope that's clear! 

 

I could never get tired of watching you, as we talk, and you stand there looking all sexy in your masculinity. 

I could never get tired of watching you, no matter what you're doing because you are so fucking hot. 

I could never get tired of watching you, especially when you're watching me too, making me feel every bit of my femininity. 

I could never get tired of watching you, it’s one of my favorite things to do, whether you think that’s crazy or not! 

 

-Angela Stull, 10/19/24 

Felt Your Need

Felt Your Need 

 

I felt your need; felt the pull and I reached out with a poem to let you know I’m here. 

I don’t know how it works but I knew you needed to know I care. 

I felt your need and I had to answer the call because you are held close to my heart, my dear. 

I know the poem helped; I could feel the results through this connection of ours that is so rare! 

 

I felt your need, I knew I couldn’t ignore the pull, I had to answer your soul’s call. 

Thankfully I had the perfect poem for the moment, the one that would help the most. 

I promise to always be there when you need me, I could never abandon you, once you’re in my heart, I give my all. 

No matter the distance, I will always answer when I get the call, whether I’m next door, a hundred miles away or on the other coast! 

 

I felt your need, I always will, and I will always answer, I will always be there for you when you need me. 

We’re connected, we’re supposed to be, and I will forever keep my promise to you. 

I can’t deny a connection this deep, even if I wanted to, it’s part of who we are, who we will probably always be. 

I felt your need today and my poem helped you see that I care that my feelings are true! 

 

-Angela Stull, 10/17/24 

Loved You Then and I Always Will

 Loved You Then and I Always Will 

 

The love I have for you is soul deep, there was no choice given to me, so I loved you then and I always will. 

I may not have been what you wanted, and we’ve gone our separate ways, but the love I have for you remains. 

You still cross my mind every day and memories of us haunt me, just more proof that loving you was not just because I had a void to fill. 

My love for you is true and eternal, whether we’re together or not, this love left some stains. 

 

When I met you, I was looking for someone I could become friends with and get laid. 

Instead, my soul found her mate, my heart got broken and I don’t even have a friend. 

 I can’t regret you or the love I have for you because you opened me up to bringing forth more of my true self, but my broken heart was the price I paid. 

I gained and I lost, but I made a promise I intend to keep; I will never abandon you, and if you ever need a friend or someone to talk to, I will be there for you until the end. 

 

You may not be mine, not my lover or my friend, but the love I have for you remains forever. 

No distance, or time, or new people in my life can change a love that was there before we ever met. 

This love knows no boundaries, no end, it exists within me even though we’re not together. 

I’ve always loved; with everything I am, this love was no exception, though this time it was soul deep and beyond my control, but I still have no regret! 

 

-Angela Stull, 10/13/24