This is Gonna Hurt

This is Gonna Hurt

The second your arms went around me; I knew this was gonna hurt... 

The minute you kissed my face; I knew this was gonna hurt... 

When you asked me if I put a spell on you because you couldn’t stop thinking about me, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

When you first called me doll, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

When you held me in front of the mirror and said you wanted to see us together, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

Every time you went out of your way to make time for me, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

When you actually wanted to warm my feet up, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

When you asked me how I make you miss me so much, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

When you told me to listen to the song you picked for me, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

The moment I fell in love with everything that is you, I knew this was gonna hurt...  

When you made love to me, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

When you sang to me on my birthday, saving it from disaster, I knew this was gonna hurt... 

Our first misunderstanding and disagreement made me realize just how much this is gonna hurt... 

Every time I thought I was losing you, reminded me just how much this was going to hurt... 

No matter how this ends, whether it be now, in four years, or on our death beds... 

This is gonna hurt, but it’s worth it, it’s worth all the hurt. And I’d do it all over again, just for the time I get to spend with you! 

-Angela Stull

I'm not a naive person, I know that everything ends and the likelihood of you and your soulmate spending the rest of your days together and even dying in the same moment; us next to impossible. Pain is inevitably, grief is impossible to avoid and loneliness is a very real thing we all face. When I realized I had met my soulmate and fallen in love, I knew the hurt would be part if the equation!