Never Loved So Much

 Never Loved So Much 

 

This is a whole new level of emotions for me, I’ve never loved so much, I’ve never loved someone as much as I love you. 

I’d do just about anything to see you smile, to see that smile reach your eyes, to take your pain away. 

This love continued to grow even after I’d thought I’d lost you, I’ve never loved so much, never loved like this, I think it’s the kind of love that is saved for a lucky few. 

Because the more I tried to stop, the more I tried to let you go; to get over you, the more I loved you, I really hope this time you stay! 

 

I’ve never loved so much, never felt his pull to one person like this, like you’re a piece of me. 

I can’t even explain the feelings I have, or my inability to let you go or to walk away. 

I love you so much, I let you push me away, but I couldn’t go, I waited in the shadows hoping you wouldn’t forget me, with you is the only place I want to be. 

This love is not just physical, it’s not just in my brain, it’s consumed my heart and is soul deep, it’s overtaken me in every way! 

 

I’ve never loved so much; a love this deep, that’s all consuming, has left me reeling, unsure what to do.  

I only know that losing you is something I can’t handle, the past few months showing me the cost, the excruciating pain. 

Pain that wasn’t just emotional but physical as well, sometimes feeling like my soul was being ripped from my body as it tried to reach out to you. 

I’ve never loved so much; that losing you, even briefly, caused so much pain, agony and depression, pour over me like rain! 

 

-Angela Stull