Timid Wolf

 Timid Wolf 

I will continue to be consistent in my willingness to not give up on my poor injured, timid wolf; to earn his trust. 

Injured and afraid, my timid wolf needs to know I am safe, that I will not be one to bring him more pain. 

I am not going to give up, I will not back down; I know there is a long road ahead, earning my timid wolf’s trust is a must. 

Proving I am a safe place, to rest and to heal; showing my timid wolf that he can find shelter within my arms from the rain. 

 

My poor timid wolf has been hurt so badly by so many; he is afraid to let me close; afraid I will damage him more. 

I feel his fear, I understand it and I accept it from my timid wolf, I know this will be a slow process. 

Weeks, month, years; does not matter to me, earning my timid wolf’s trust and love is my goal; helping him overcome what has happened to him before. 

My timid wolf needs to heal, and I plan to prove that I am the one who can help him hurt less. 

 

Skittish and afraid, yet fierce and a formidable adversary, my timid wolf is unwilling to trust the way we feel together. 

My timid wolf wants and needs to be loved, but the damage done by others; causes fear to take hold. 

Those before me, beat my timid wolf down; left him wounded and bleeding; so, the fear is warranted as feelings that have caused him pain, grow for one another. 

I will patiently wait, showing my timid wolf with actions as much as words, that he is safe with me; this love I have for him will never turn cold! 

 

-Angela Stull

Remember Those Who Never Made it Home

Remember Those Who Never Made it Home 

As you fire up the grills, and crack open the cold beers, take a moment to remember those who never made it home over the years. 

Today we get the day off to vacation, party, hang with friends and family; but many will be missing a loved one. 

So, while you enjoy your day; don’t forget to remember those who never made it home and the families that spend today in tears. 

Live the day for them, give cheers to those who gave their lives in order for us to have this day for fun. 

 

Today is the day to remember those who never made it home, who went off to fight for this country and never came back from the war. 

Enjoy the day, have your picnics, and BBQs, your day trips, and fun in sun. 

But don’t let those who died be forgotten in the laughs and friendly banter; the ones that can’t do any of that anymore. 

Remember those who never made it home, the ones that left behind everything and everyone to fight and die for our right to live freely and have days like today for fun! 

 

-Angela Stull

My Protector

 My Protector 

They say every empath needs a protector; I believe the universe picked you to be mine. 

Explaining why my mind quiets and a calm comes over me whenever I am with you. 

You are my protector, allowing me to continue to help others without too much damage to myself; that works for me just fine. 

I feel safe when we are together because you are my protector, a warrior defending the empath within me; that totally sounds like something you would do! 

 

Your effect on my nervous system, the way you calm it, makes so much sense now; it is your ability as my protector. 

We help one another on a whole different level than the average human; even more so with our natural connection. 

You as my protector, and me as your peace as well as your “good girl”; which I look forward to providing more. 

You are my protector, and I am yours, just in a different way; helping each other to continue to help people as well as ourselves, by showing us our own damage in one another's reflection! 

 

-Angela Stull

You Say I Deserve Better

 You Say I Deserve Better 

You say I deserve better, and I say that you have no clue how amazing I think you are. 

To me, you are an inspiration; you are an incredible man that challenges me to be better; you are one of the best things to happen to me by far. 

You say I deserve better; I think you don't understand how much I adore you. 

The way you treat me when we are together; making me feel sexy and wanted, especially when you look at me like you do. 

You say I deserve better, but do you know that no one has ever made me feel as safe as you make me feel? 

Nobody has ever been able to hold eye contact with me or made me feel safe enough to sleep so easily; telling me these feelings are real! 

You say I deserve better; however, have you realized, you have a calming effect, and you quiet my mind.  

I have never met anyone that can get my brain to stop, even for a little while; making you an extraordinary find! 

You say I deserve better, and I want to tell you that I think there is no one more deserving of love than you. 

So, all this love I have to give, is here waiting for you when you are ready, even if it takes a year or more than a few. 

You say I deserve better; well, I think you deserve to be happy and have some peace in your life. 

I know you get that peace with me and once you trust that I am a safe place; the happiness will come, and I just want to be that for you; so, please don't freak and think I am expecting you to make me your wife! 

You say I deserve better; I highly disagree with that statement because to me, there is no one better than you. 

No one who does as much as you do for others should ever think they are undeserving of someone that loves you like I do! 

 

-Angela Stull