All in My Head

 All in My Head 

 

Maybe it was all in my head, maybe it was never real... 

I have a great imagination so maybe it’s my own elaborate fantasy, all in my head... 

But should it hurt this bad if it was in my head? Because, this pain, I don’t want to feel... 

Thinking that I might have made it all up, the way he felt, everything, has my heart feeling like it’s full of lead! 

 

Maybe it is all in my head, maybe I dreamt it up, maybe he didn’t like me any more than anyone else did... 

If it’s all in my head, maybe all he wants is the sex, no feelings... 

Maybe we can do that, but first let me take my heart to auction so I can sell it for the highest bid... 

Because it can’t be involved if we are only doing sexual dealings! 

 

-Angela Stull