Sitting by the Fire

Sitting by the Fire 

Sitting by the fire, wishing you were here with me. 

Something about paying with my demon in the firelight sounds like fun. 

Though anything we do together seems to be perfect; sitting by the fire should be no exception, not that I can see. 

Every moment spent with one another makes life a little better; makes me wonder if you could be the one. 

 

Sitting by the fire, thinking about you and missing the hell out of you. 

Everything happens so naturally with us, no awkward moments or fears. 

Conversations and playfulness come easily, making for wonderful memories between us two. 

I wish you were here sitting by the fire; making even more right now, instead of stuck at home sick as the end of my trip nears. 

 

Sitting by the fire, only wanting you here with me; spending a little more time together. 

I miss you so much in between our perfect days. 

I know it is crazy, and it should not be; but you treat me differently than any other. 

You make me feel seen and hear, you make me feel important and like I matter; I hope it stays that way, always! 

 

Sitting by the fire; reflecting on how happy I have been since we started talking. 

It made me realize what I had been missing; you changed my outlook, a lot. 

You lifted the curtains from my eyes sort of speak; reminding me of other flaws besides blocking. 

I was putting up with way too much; but thanks to you for stirring up my overthinking brain, I am not! 

 

-Angela Stull 

Ride or Die

Ride or Die  

  

I joke that I got him in the divorce like a family pet...  

But truth be told, he’s one of the most loyal friends I could ever ask for, one of my misfits, my ride or die...  

To think of how long he’s been a part of my life, I was only 17 when we first met...  

He was my boyfriend’s best friend, and we became instant friends, we didn’t have to try!  

  

We’ve been through so much together over the years...  

No matter the distance, we drop everything if the other needs us, because we’re best friends...  

We tell each other everything and have held each other through tears...  

Our bond is iron clad, the kind of friendship that knows no end!  

  

We are each other's ride or die!  

 

-Angela Stull 

Die Today

Die Today 

 

If I were to die today, would you regret not checking your messages?  

Because I know if you were to die today, I’d regret not finding a way to reach you!  

If I were to die today, would you regret not giving me more of a chance to prove my love?  

Because I know I would regret not trying harder, not pushing to see you more, to show you I loved you and wasn’t just saying it!  

If I were to die today, would you regret not having the time for our love to grow?  

Because I know if you were to die today, part of me would die with you because you’re my soulmate!  

  

-Angela Stull 

To Lose You Now

To Lose You Now 

 

To lose you now, would ensure the rest of my life, I would go on without my heart...  

To lose you now, I may as well rip my heart from my chest and shatter it...  

To lose you now, would be to lose everything I ever dreamed of in a man...  

To lose you now, would be to lose mu soulmate, my perfectly imperfect person...  

To lose you now, would shatter my belief in love... because nobody ever showed me the love that you did...  

To lose you now, would break my heart beyond repair...  

To lose you now is something that I cannot handle... so I can’t lose you now or ever!  

 

-Angela Stull