In an Instant

In an Instant 

 

In an instant, there was only you, the moment I felt your presence, my life was changed forever… 

I had never felt so sure of anything or anyone in my life before… 

I just knew that it was you that I had been waiting my whole life for, that you and I were meant to meet, to be together… 

In an instant, my life was becoming about you, every thought, every dream, you became my everything, while at the same time, bringing me back to life, you affected me to the core! 

The more you told me about yourself, the more you shared, only made me even more certain, that you were the one for me… 

The fact that you admitted your troubled past and the trauma responses you have from it, knowing we were so similar and could love the same way… 

That’s how I knew you were my once in a lifetime, and why, though it’s been hard, I haven’t been able to give up, you’re the only one I want to see… 

In an instant, things got screwed up and we never got a chance to talk, to clear up any misunderstandings, what we really need to do is talk, by the way! 

The thought of losing you, without a chance to clear things up; is breaking me apart… 

Losing you due to lack of communication isn’t fair, not when we had something that was pure magic and so beautiful… 

We were gifted with something amazing, that you are lucky if you find once in your life, we can’t just walk away from that, we can’t do that to each other’s heart… 

In an instant, we could fix things, all we need to do is talk; don’t you feel the pull? 

In an instant, my life changed, and I knew you were the only was ever going to want or need… 

What I feel when I’m with you is too powerful to explain, it’s a combination of love, excitement, safety, adventure, passion, and peace all rolled into one… 

A whole new level of intimacy and sensuality; never experienced before, one that could never be duplicated with anyone else, you are a different, magnificent breed… 

And being without you now is like having a piece of me ripped away, you’re the only one I want, I don’t need or want to look for anyone else, I’m done! 

 

In an instant we could lose it all or we could save it, but we will never know until we talk! 

 

-Angela Stull,