If You Could Only See

If You Could Only See 

 

If you could only see how much you mean to me; how much I love you... 

If you could see the way every thought of you makes me feel... 

See the way I’m scared of losing you, facing a future without you in it is one of the scariest things I’ve had to do... 

I’ve never loved so hard or been so afraid to lose someone before; I’ve never felt such a strong connection with or trusted someone so completely with my life, these feelings for you are the realist of real! 

 

If you could only see how much you pushing me away is crushing me... 

Maybe then you would understand that the love you’ve wanted your whole life; is right here waiting... 

You wanted to mean something, you wanted to matter, well you mean everything to me, you matter without a doubt and it’s with you that I want to be... 

You pushing me away is killing me and the thought of losing you has me grieving like someone died; please don’t let that be our loves fate! 

 

If you could only see the way you love me when we’re together... 

See the way we love each other, the way we glow with happiness and peace... 

Maybe then you’d stop running and realize I’m the one that’s strong enough to weather the storms with you, to keep our love and peace alive forever... 

Maybe you’d be more willing to give this love a chance, letting us find our balance together and of course our perfect release! 

 

If you could only see!! 

 

-Angela Stull, 7/31/24