Hold You Now

 Hold You Now 

 

I wish I could just hold you now, take away your pain and let the peace come cover you... 

The transformation that you go through from spending time with me is always an amazing sight... 

From the moment I first see you until our kiss goodbye, the tension in you melts away, a light comes on in your eyes, and you have a calm about you, I never knew I could have an effect like that on anyone, I had no clue... 

I guess because it is a gift meant only for you, maybe that is why when we’re together, it feels so right! 

 

I wish I could just hold you now, hold you and listen to your breathing and the sound of your heart beating... 

While making love to you is a whole new level of awesome, sometimes, holding you is just as good, because it makes our souls happy... 

When we’re together, we are in our own little world, full of happy thoughts, peace and calm, unfortunately, for now, those moments are fleeting... 

However, we can cherish the moments we do have together and hold them close to our hearts when we’re apart, just because we suffer from depression, doesn’t mean we have to settle for always feeling crappy! 

 

I really wish I could just hold you now, my love, and make all your pain go away! 

 

-Angela Stull

Forever Be My Always and Always Be My Forever

Forever Be My Always and Always Be My Forever 

 

There is no other way to say it; you will forever be my always and always be my forever... 

I can’t turn back, what’s done is done, and I belong to you, heart, mind, body and soul; forever, always... 

It may take time, possibly even years until we get to the point where we can fully be together... 

I will be right here waiting, taking the pieces of time that I get with you and cherishing everyone, counting down the days! 

 

You will forever be my always and always be my forever because what we have is rare... 

A connection that can help us better than any street or prescription drug... 

Sure, it’s gonna take work and we’re gonna have to fight our depression and other trauma responses to keep it strong, that’s just life sticking with the role of not being fair... 

But the way we make each other feel is worth the struggle now for a happier future together, in each other’s arms, where we heal a little with even just a hug! 

 

You will forever be my always and always be my forever because we are good for each other... 

Our love, and the euphoric feeling we get when we’re together, is our reward for all the hell we’ve been through as well as the good we’ve done for those we’ve helped along the way... 

It’ll take work because life isn’t about making anything easy, but it’ll be worth it when we’re finally together... 

We must battle against life’s ups and downs along with our own demons, but it will be beyond worth it someday! 

 

You will forever be my always and always be my forever because that’s the way it should be... 

Meeting you was like a breath of fresh air, a sense of finally belonging, even with our struggles, that feeling holds steady... 

Our demons within are cruel, causing us unnecessary pain and suffering, but we are stronger together and our love will win, you’ll see... 

I’m here, I'm not giving up on this once in a lifetime love, or you because you will forever be my always and always be my forever, and I’m here whenever you’re ready! 

 

-Angela Stull

Tree Lined Roads

Tree Lined Roads 

 

Tree lined roads are my favorite, so serene, so beautiful, so green... 

Being engulfed by the sights and smells of nature, roll those windows down... 

Slow down, enjoy the ride, nature’s beauty is all around you, take in the scene... 

No tall buildings, no three lane highways, maybe just a small town! 

 

Find a mom & pop diner, they will probably have the best food... 

Get out and walk in the woods, reset your brain; destress... 

Nature will center you, better your mindset, and improve your mood... 

So, get out and go find some nature for your own mental health, you’ll find it down a tree lined road, don’t become restless! 

 

-Angela Stull

Little Piece of Me

 

Little Piece of Me 

 

My peace is within my soul, I carry it with me everywhere I go... 

Sometimes I come across those that are having a hard time finding their own peace... 

That’s when I share a little a little piece of me. Providing them with a little peace when they get low... 

It’s a gift of mine that I’m happy to have, but it can be draining and sometimes I wish it would cease! 

 

Then I come across a rare soul like mine and they share a bit of their peace with me... 

As I give a little piece of me in return, a calm comes over us both, allowing us to recharge and rest... 

These souls are rare and seem to come into my life when one or both of us need it the most, help without a fee... 

I love these people, they are beautiful inside and out, and they are my people, though there are only a few of them, they are the best! 

 

-Angela Stull