Still Here

 Still Here 

 

Even when I wake up under a cloud of depression or my day isn’t going my way...  

I’m still here, I’m not going anywhere, you are still my one desire...  

Sometimes I can’t be your positive vibe, so I keep to myself, to avoid upsetting you with  

anything I say...  

But I’m still here and my need for you is still a burning hot fire!  

  

Some days my brain gets the best of me, and I’m still learning to keep my mouth shut  

those days...  

I’m still learning to not bring others down with my negative thinking...  

Because when I open my mouth on days like these, the damage done stays...  

And I don’t want us to lose what we’ve started... I don’t want it sinking!  

  

So please know I’m still here and I still wish nothing but good vibes for you...  

And since I don’t know how to provide those when my brain is like this...  

I’m doing the best thing I can think of to do...  

Sitting back and waiting for the storm to pass and return me to my bliss!  

  

I’m still here, missing you, and wishing I was in your embrace...  

Holding you, kissing you, and breathing you in...  

In your arms, all negative thoughts, all stress, all shadows, disappear without a   

trace...  

When we’re together, when we’re holding each other tight... that’s when I win!  

  

Baby, I’m still here as promised!  

 

-Angela Stull