Waterfalls

 Waterfalls  

  

Anywhere I go, I look for waterfalls, from the little ones along the side of the road or the huge cascading ones...  

I love to watch as the water falls and crashes into the pool below, blending with the body of water there...  

A force to be reckoned with, so much power, yet so beautiful it stuns...  

Breathtaking beauty with the possibility of danger, you can’t help but stare...  

  

Waterfalls and rivers are my favorites because they are constantly flowing, to get themselves to a new place...  

Ridding themselves of dirt and unnecessary bullshit...  

Rushing onto the next place, almost like in a race...  

If you ever find your thoughts clogging your mind, go to a waterfall, find a spot and just sit!  

  

Listen to the water crashing down and let your mind clear!  

  

-Angela Stull

Goodbye 2024

 Goodbye 2024 

Goodbye 2024, can’t say it’s been fun or I’m sad to see you go; because that would be a lie. 

So, I bid adieu to the longest yet fastest year I have lived yet. 

Welcoming a new year with new chances to get things right or at least try. 

Hoping the challenges of 2024 are left behind and things start to look up; though, with my luck, I probably shouldn’t make that bet! 

 

Goodbye 2024 and the hell you brought with you, leaving me with more stress than was really necessary. 

Though, I thank you for the few people I met that truly care, especially the one my soul has been searching for; that brought me inspiration, challenges and love. 

I say goodbye to a year that tested me more than I’ve been tested in a long time; with lessons learned that I will forever carry. 

You were an eye-opening year for sure, and I’m not sad to see you go; I’m just glad I made it through and will continue to rise above! 

 

Goodbye 2024, take the bull crap as well as the toxic people and go, leave the little good you brought me and don’t let the door hit you on the way out. 

Let the new year know I am a force to be reckoned with and I won’t be brought to my knees. 

I’m preparing to dominate, like the Omega with her Alpha by her side, indestructible together; that’s what this next chapter is about. 

So, goodbye 2024 and hello 2025, let’s make this an epic year of good; please! 

 

-Angela Stull, 12/31/2024  

Behind The Mask

Behind The Mask  

  

You slipped, you let me see behind the mask before you put it back on...  

You showed me your vulnerable side, the side you try to hide...  

You let me see behind the mask and I saw you start to fall in love with me, you remembered, you remembered our pack...  

Before you got freaked out and tried to push me away, maybe for the sake of pride!  

  

I saw behind the mask; I know I’m in your heart...  

You may be trying to hide behind the mask, but I know deep down, you love me too...  

Behind the mask is a sweet, caring, gentle man that wants to be loved but is afraid, I can work with that, it’s a start...  

I love the you behind the mask, and I will show you that it’s safe to be that person around me, because of my love for you!  

 

-Angela Stull

How I Love You

 How I Love You  

  

I know you sometimes have your doubts; maybe even think I can’t be real...  

Well, pay attention to my words here, think about it and realize, I’m 100% in love with you!  

Sure, I say it all the time, mainly because I can’t see you so making sure it’s written makes me feel better, kinda my deal...  

But when it comes to loving you, it’s about so much more than saying or typing the words, so read on and you’ll realize I show you how I love you in the little things I do!  

  

When I draw a picture for you because I know you’re down, is one way of how I love you...  

Another example of how I love you is when I remember the words and things I did that irritate you and try not to repeat them over...  

When I’m out and I see something little that makes me think of you, I get it to give to you, it’s something that I do...   

When you’re sick or hurt and all I want to do is take care of you... is another example of how I love you, if I could keep harm away from you, I’d wish on a four-leaf clover...  

  

How I love you, shows through the things that I write...  

I show you how I love you by being open to finding new ways to express myself and bring you peace...  

Please, understand that I show you every day how I love you, if you just look at the little things i do because I love you even when we fight...  

Checking in and worrying about you are other ways of how I love you, and I want to keep showering you with love until my heartbeats cease!  

  

Showing you how I love you will continue to come with all the little things that I do... in daily pictures, the please be safes, the I hope you’re resting... all of it because you mean the world to me, you are my everything and I love you way more than those two words alone could ever contain!  

  

-Angela Stull